I understand the women I serve, because I have lived it

Up until the age of around 11, I truly believed I could fly. I had frequent dreams about flying, I believed I visited another place in my dreams, and I held that little secret for years. I knew somewhere outside of this reality there was something more, and in that place I was special. As time went on and life became harder, I lost that feeling of being special, and I stopped believing there was more than what I could see.

Events in my life led me to an era of scarcity and loneliness. During this time, at the young age of 13, I made promises to myself. These decisions would later anchor me to behaviours in this world that eventually brought me to my knees. ‘I will work harder than anyone has ever worked’, ‘I will be rich’, ‘I will never let anyone see weakness in me’, ‘I will never let anyone hurt me’. These decisions, coupled with an innate longing for love and stability, saw me make a series of unhealthy choices in relationships and jobs, and it took its toll on my health. I was signed off with work related stress on numerous occasions.

After a great loss in my life, I spiralled into alcohol addiction and reached my rock bottom. Eventually I found myself in a relationship that felt controlling and unhealthy, and I came out of it feeling broken emotionally, spiritually and financially. This period in my life broke me open. It hurt so intensely that I knew if I wanted to give my children the life that I never had, I would have to walk straight through the pain and face myself.

I have spent the last 10 years reclaiming my freedom emotionally, spiritually and financially, and rediscovering the magic in this world and within me. I turned 10 years sober in August 2026 and I can honestly say that I am grateful for the life I have and for all the experiences, good and bad. I have worked on myself, slowly and steadily, with the help of a loving, strong, female community. I set out to learn why it hurt so much, so I read. I learned about attachment theory, I learned about addiction, stress and the effects on the body. I found a spiritual way of living and connected with myself on a deep level.

Eventually I retrained and expanded in ways I didn’t think were possible. I had felt such immense resentment, loss, sadness, struggle and heartache in my life. I was supposed to face it, heal my wounds and come back for the others. This is what Louella’s Light is here to do. I don’t claim to be perfect; far from it. I am someone who has faced the muddy, icky, nasty, horrid bits of my soul and found happiness. Now I work with women who feel lost, empty, unfulfilled or stuck in a version of themselves that no longer fits.

Through healing sessions, intuitive guidance and soul plan work, I provide a gentle and loving space for these women to start the healing journey back towards themselves. We can work together over a series of sessions, tailored to each woman individually. I use tools such as the Soul Plan reading to identify your worldly and spiritual challenges. We can then use Soul Transformation Therapy to release some of these blocks, adding Spiritual Healing and Angelic Reiki sessions along the way to help hold you throughout this transformative process.

You don’t need to have hit rock bottom to work with me. You just need to be ready to meet yourself honestly. Allow me to help you find that feeling of being special you knew as a child, or to get yourself back on your true path. If you would like to work with me, book a discovery call and we can have a chat about the next steps.